I have insomnia. Really, really bad. I’ve always had it; I can’t slow my brain down enough to sleep. I fidget and scratch and roll over and over and over and I’m still awake. I recently started taking Adderal (prescribed–if I were a pill head, I wouldn’t admit it on a blog, that’s for damn sure), which has only made it worse. The first week I was on it, I worked 20 extra hours, and my regular sleepy time went from 1:30-ish AM to 5:00-ish (also AM). So now, my sleep schedule’s all fucked up. I get in to work later and later each day. And I feel like shit because I know this is not what I should be doing. Gah.
March 29, 2011
Rise and scowl